i guess..if u're done breakin my heart, i shud go





As i stared in ur eyes, u asked me y i was about 2 cry

coz i knew u're goin 2 say gdbye...







y can't u see tat u've hurt me tis time

u said u were sorry..

but now u dont even care anymore







i neva hate u 4 not loving me,

but i hate u, 4 making me fall even more when i'm trying to let u go





i'll neva going 2 let u see through me

i'm neva going to show u how broken i am inside





my frens tell me to let go, or at least to try,

but wat do i do when i start to cry





i'm holding u back yet i dun want 2 let go

i'm fighting back emotions i neva fought before...





when u said u dun need me,

i didn't expect you to be right





my head rest on my pillow,

i let tears flow and ask myself,

why can't i let go?





as i say goodbye, i hav tiz feeling tat

i will neva see u again...





honestly, i dun wanna cross ur path in the future,

coz i dun want all these feelings 2 come back and hurt me once again





i know i can't let go of my feelings, but,

i have to let u go...





sorry...

if it took me tiz long to let u go...





i do luv u...and u too have said tat u luv me

and i believe in u and ur werds...





but someday i noe, i have 2 move on and get over u..

and the only way for me to do tat, is not 2 be around you anymore

and now i'm almost forgetting about u..

but there's still some part of u tat i can't





like wat they say,

we can't 4get someone we loved,

we may want 2, but we can't...



So i hope tat now u r leading ur happy life...



hmm...tiz ting i wrote is for my ex...not hanan..

but him...the one tat came in my life when im not realising

and made fall him without i even realise...

and now he's not in my life...anymore

it's his decision...i have no other choice...

coz he wont even give it a try..

n kept saying tat he cant...and he juz cant



haiz...i dun have hard feelings or wat..

i juz let it be...

even though it was short but

tenks 4 everything cutey...



my love life is very complicating...



well another thing is tat...Hanan...

i dunnoe, but maybe all these things happened 4 a reason

and maybe we r fated to b 2gther again..

i dunnoe....



we are close wit each other again..

n went out like the old days..

but i dunnoe whether we wil be back like wat we used to have...

i'll juz leave it everything to fate...



if we r really meant 4 each other then

i will accept him and love him like how i used to...

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey