Friday, January 30, 2009
12:31 AM
I'm feeling really furious,mad,pissed off,n sad right at these moment....
Please...please go away....i dun wanna sleep with tears in my eyes
n hatred in my heart.....
I nid comfort....
But i'm all alone right now....
I dont know wat to do....
I cant go to sleep.....
I've been thinking about a lot of things...
The same problems arise again...
When will it stop??
I just cant take it anymore....
I want to be happy, i want to be loved....
Will i be happy? will i be loved?
I nid to sleep.Now...
Zzzzzz
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Wednesday, January 28, 2009
1:06 AM
Feeling so tired...i juz came back, after work met Lilo n the boyfie at Tekong....Lepakz2 for a while...I've not slept for 2 days...really very tiring....
Sat,24th Jan 2009
Went out with boyfie n Halim to Jurong. Eat n slack there...then we headed to Gap, somewhere at Buona Vista, then we went to Marina Barrage!! It's so windy...n nice scenery...i love it there...after tat went to Marsiling Jetty...reached home around 7am...since boyfie cant sleep, i have to chat with hym till he sleep...i slept for 1 hr only! woke up n headed to work...I almost sleep while standing..hahaha...
Sun, 25th Jan 2009
me n boyfie along with Lilo n the boyfie n another of boyfie's fren n the gf went to Labrador Park..Hiking in the middle of the nite...haha...we climbed up to the top of the park...very the tiring seh....walk n walk...n then headed to ECP....juz sat there 4 while n off we went to eat at Yishun Teh Tarik...had Nasi Lemak..n laughed uncontrollably......im the one who's been talking crap all the way..maybe bcoz i dun have enuf sleep...n i still hav to work at 11am...we reached boyfie's place around 730am....again i slept for only 1 hour or 2...n i have to go to work...:(
Mondae,26th Jan 2009
Work....n im really trying not to fall asleep..haha...after worked went to Sembawang Park mit up wit Lilo...n end up i fall asleep..hahaha..pnat seh!
Now...gg to sleep...nid the sleep...coz my head is spinning like crazie....
Nite2...
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Friday, January 23, 2009
9:05 PM
Heya!! The pictures below are taken at J.B. Syu,Carman, Zuriaty n myself
went to JB on Wednesday...Went to Jusco 1st, nothing is nice there..
the clothes all boring!! Nothing "WOW" me..hahaha.
Ate at Secret Recipe...The food was ok2 lah...bought some undergarments there..
n we head to Kotaraya to wash our hair...wohooo!!! cheap2..
Then we went to CitySquare....shop2...eat2...n we're all tired...
i took cab back home from woodland checkpoint....
Have fun looking at the pix..:D
In the lift
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Monday, January 19, 2009
10:30 PM
Above are pictures taken yesterday..My brother kuzzin 26th bdae!! hahahaha...
soo old oready ah u!! :P
hAPPpY 26Th BdaE sUhElmI!!!
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Friday, January 16, 2009
3:52 PM
The reason for me to upload tat pic...hmmm...i miss him k!! Yeah i did get back my lappie from hym...n i've been reading back messages tat he sendto me back in year 2005...hahaha it's damn funny lah when i read it, how he wanna get to know me n stuff...N i'm in tears too...Well, he got a job oready at SPH....im happy for u!!but lately he's been so nice n different....yea totally different..The 1st convo- 4.05am, cant rmbr the date
Hanan: Nga uat pe?
Me: Tak uat pape..nga mendak seh..abeh u keje tk bz?
Hanan: da abes keje...tinggal tngu time nk balek je..
Me: Ouh....
Hanan: U tk rindu i ke??
Me: Hmmm...da knape ni tetibe je? (in my own heart)
Rindu ah jugak...
Hanan: Tak nak jmpe i ke?
Me: ah....nak
Hanan: okae nanti pape i cal u lagi..
Me: okae bye...
Hanan: Bye
Seriously, everydae he called me...n text me..in the past we dun often text to each other, we
wud just talk on the phone....
We dun get to mit so tat often, well im werking
in the morning till nite, n he's werking permanently nite shift...so yeah....i guess he's the one who miss me yah...but dun want to show tat much....His Ego is still there :)
He wud came under my blk after work, n it's like 6am when he reached my blk....hahaha...u noe wat he wud said...
Hanan: I lapar ah u...i nak u masak maggie...
Me: nape tk balek makan?
Hanan: i da tk leh tahan lapar...kat keje tk mkn seh u..
Me: hmmm..ok2 tngu jap...i g masak kn...
Tat is his reason k...but i think, he just misses me so much..hahahha but dun wanna said it.
And giv me tat reason...how cute...hehehe
In fact he's been so nice n caring lah for this whole week...(Can't believe it rite??!!)
I Still Love U Dear......:)
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Sunday, January 11, 2009
3:26 PM
Sunday...Boring!! Im all alone at home now. Got nothing to do, nowhere to go, not werking today.
It's really very tiring sitting at home the whole day.
Hmm...so restless, so tired, n so boring...Oh yah, im enrolling at BBDC for my motor prac!!
Hahaha...can't wait to pass n get my licence...Just wanna prove
to some people i can ride a bike huh!
Yea, n i nid to find a permanent job soon..
:D
N 1 more thing..today is 11th..n i just cant forget n wont forget the no 11th
on every month ..It wud be 42th monthavessary...oh well..
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Saturday, January 10, 2009
12:55 AM
Im really feeling very down right now..ive wasted a lot of my tears...
i cud no longer hold it back anymore..Why??Why?? It's really not fair for me, i felt controlled!
I dun wish to hav this kind of life..im being treated like im only 12 yrs old!!
Hello!! im turning 21 tiz yr..it happened a lot of time...but i juz kept quiet
but tiz time round, i really cud not hold it any longer..y must he treat me like im a child?!
running away is the only solution in my mind...but i knew it wud juz make matter
even worse if i do it...but i leave with no other choice..i cant tolerate it any longer, n im so stressed when im at home..n right now i cant stop crying...
I miss my brother, he was enlisted to army..n he left tiz morning...even though at times
he wud also made me mad, but now i dun have anyone to complain to wen i got all these naggings from my parents..as for him, he wont have to listen to all those anymore...
Just wanna wish him good luck in there n good health..
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Monday, January 05, 2009
12:09 AM
I wud like to wish my bestie
HAPPY 21ST BDAE AISYAH!!
Went to Aisyah's place...She looked great okae!! went there with Indera..The food was nice..especially the cake....SEDAAAP!!
im too sleepy la to talk more...if i got the pictures...i'll upload it k...waiting 4 aisyah to upload..
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Sunday, January 04, 2009
1:13 AM
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
IT'S A NEW 2009.
Atlast...i've got my lappie back..:D happy or wat...sorie 4 not updating my blog for
so long..buziness occupy to much of my time, n also not having any laptop or computer..
I've changed my blog skin as well...how was it? Simple n nice rite..hehe
So, new year's eve...went to watch Ip Mun..it was great! I love it...well maybe because
there's a lot of fighting in the scenes n the fighting skills were marvellous...
And then twilight the movie...watched it few days before new year la...but i just gotta
talked bout it k..i'm unconditionally n irrevocably in luv wit Edward Cullen ..wahahahaha
As u can see from my biodata...it's already Nad Cullen...so u noe wat tat means huh..hahahaha
i cant stop tinking bout tiz movie seh..it's like a drug to me..i watched it a few times oready...
I dun have the strength to stay away from it anymore...okae2 i shud stop...if not everyone will b irritated...hahahaha
Well...let's get serious now. It's really amazing how time flies very fast..n it's a new year.
Everyone wud be having a new resolutions...well...i didnt make mine for tiz yr..
i'm not sure y, but i dunnoe wat wud i want for 2009...
Hmm...i'm not prepared for a new year and i dun noe wat to expect.
I've been talking 2 syu...it's like we dunnoe wat we want for our future...
we juz cant see n feel wat it's like to face our future...n we're not even thinking anything bout our future...n im completely blank n clueless..i dun noe wat i wanna achieve in my life
i dun noe want am i gonna be in 5 years time, will i get married, will i b happy...
I read a few of my fren's blog...Well, i'm jealous wen i read their blog..
Mostly their posts wud be a happy post...how the love talkin bout the boyfrens and how much they luv them...they talked bout the outings wit their buddies..
gg out n have fun....
I really dun noe wat's stopping me from being happy and to enjoy my life to the fullest...
I wanted all tat...i wanna be successful like some of my frens...
i wanna go out n mit my frens, be happy, laugh, n do crazy stuffs...I'm feeling really lonely..
yea, even though i knew i have lots of frens, but this lonely feeling tat i'm having, well i juz
dunnoe how to xplain it.
At times i do have regrets...i regret quite lots of thing..but it's too late to dwell over wats done...
Well im totally feeling very emotional at this moment...
and rite now im thinking bout a few people ...One of them is my childhood bestie...
syuhaidah...she's always been there 4 me wen i needed sum1...she wud always
listened to my stories, my cries..everything...
Syu..u are a best fren a fren cud ever have....i really appreaciate wat u have done, n always been there4 me...im so thankful to u..i really love u a lot...u noe tat..
You're the only one who knew wat im going thru wit my life..You're the only 1 tat i trust 100%
i'll alwaez cherish our 14 years of friendship...:)
My wish or shud i sae my 2009 resolution....
I want to be happy n to be loved..
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey
After the hair wash
Zuriaty
Carman
Our Cakes!! the 1 with ice cream is mine...
Toilet..
Secret recipe 1
Secret recipe 2
The warewolf & The Vampire
Mine i think...
In the bus
