My Swit Bitter Love Story

Sunday, June 29, 2008

1:48 AM

I'M SOOO FREAKIN MAD RITE NOW!!!

DUN MAKE ME GO TO CLASS N GIVE BOTH OF U A SLAP CAN??

OH DEAR SUET!!! DIDN'T EVEN THINK TAT U R SOO LIKE TAT...

U R SOO SOO FAKE!! AHAKZ...I NOE U LUV TO READ MINE AND MY

DARLINGZ BLOGGIE RITE?!! TO SEE WHETHER WE GOT BLOG ABOUT

U OR ALSO UR SO CALLED BESTIE IN CLASS...TAT BITCH!!

WELL....I GUESS U DIDN'T SEE THE SHIRT PROPERLY...BLIND IS IT??!!

MINE'S DIFFERENT A BIT FROM TAT BITCH!! CAN'T U SEE?!!

IT'S NOT THE SAME!! LIKE DUH!

"THE SOMEONE U HATE ALSO GOT THE SAME SHIRT AS U"

HAHAHAHA.....SHE HATE ME??

I HATE HER EVEN MORE!!!!!

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Saturday, June 28, 2008

8:41 PM

Yesterdae went to RP, to mit my frens!! actually i wanted to take the

withdrawal form, but i have to do it online, then print it out..so i hav to bring

my lappy to skul and do it instead...so troublesome!

Then...i went to class, to meet my darlingz..they surprised me by giving me

a teddy bear from minitoons!! i luv it!! tenkiu pple...luv u guys!

I met my bestiez also, Fir, esna, fatin, adam n mark!! miz u guys too...

k..pple i've uploaded pictures from yesterdae, and i dunnoe wen..hahaha

i just uploaded it!!

Esna,adam,fir,mark,fatin&me

my darlingz!! this was taken 2 wks ago i tink..haha

me n maria darling @ my werkplace

Gwen,maria,jojo&eera darling!

saw tiz at shan'z blog...so i grab it...:D

All those pictures above were edited by maria n eera..so i juz grab it at their

blog..hehehe....Nice!!!

Below....are some random pictures......

me wit boyfie's spec...hehe....

SEE THE GUY BELOW? WELL HE'S MINE K!! :p

AARRRGGHHH!!! I'M SO SICK TODAE!! BOYFIE BRING ME TO THE
CLINIC, AND IT COST HYM $58!!!! SO EXPENSIVE!!! HAIYO...
SORRY DEAR, I'LL PAY U BACK AS SOON AS I GOT MY PAY K!!
guess i shud go n rest now, hope i wud be better by tmrw, coz
i'll be werking full-shift!! haiz....

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

2:04 AM

I'm lazy n too tired to blog much....

so tomorrow if i'm not lazy then i blog k..:D

btw tenkz to my dear frenz for the CUTE TEDY BEAR!!

I LOVE IT VERY MUCH!!

and...and...i wud like to wish my sayang happy 17th bdae!!!!!

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Thursday, June 26, 2008

1:59 AM

Wow!! i've not been touching my com 4 the past 2 days...wakakakaka

well, basically bcoz, im busy werkin, tired werkin, and also i was sick!!! i may looked fine at werk, but as soon as i reached home, i got tiz terrible headache and stomach pain!! HAIYO!!!

Tings have not been well at home too, and i will come back back home late at night to avoid

quarelling and getting scolded by my dad....Hmmmm...at tiz moment i really miss talkin n laughing wit my mom. But the way she react and talk behind my back, saying tiz n tat juz made me mad, and sad..Well, tats y i spend my whole week werking! I'm tired but, i'll b more tired of hearing those nasty remarks and scolding by my parents. My boyfie told me to juz gave some money to my mom once i got my pay..and tat is want i intend to do...haiz..

N now, im lucky to have my boyfie to listen to my family problems...if not, i'll b so down n upset...well since im not gg to skul animore, i planned to werk. Now i'm finding full-time job, but i wont quit my job in timezone...coz i juz love werking there!!well i received some phone calls from diff company...so fast yah...well tenks to jobstreet.com! hehee

i dunnoe wat else to type now...i guess i'll turn in early, coz i wanna go jog in the morning..

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Saturday, June 21, 2008

11:52 PM

My bdae today was just fine, but not like wat i want it to b la...

Seriously im truly very sad wit my bdae tiz yr..again..:'(

1stly in wen i woke up in the morning, i went to shower and then eat my

breakfast..It was already 11am...N i waited...n waited...but no wishes

from my mom! I jus kept quiet, and continue wit my eating...

N for ur info, i worked k todae..its only a short hour, i covered for one of the

staff. i get ready for work, and leave the house...From 11 to the time i

went to work which is like 1.30pm, i didnt even heard anything from my mom..

i was so damn sad..n felt like crying otw to werk...Nvr once did she forget to wish me..haiz...seriously im so dissapointed wit my family...

I control my emotions and feelings at tat moment...I werk normally, n frens

wishing me here and there..I then went out wit Hidayah to Yishun..

Hidayah made me a card..

So swit n simple...:D

Shirt given by Imah & Wanti..

K, tiz ballon and the candies from
mini toons was given by Kai Hong

The teddy bear was given by Marshal(TZ Staff)

The watch was given by Hafiz(TZ Staff)

hahaha, tenks 4 the gifts my dear frens!!

luv u guys many2!!!!

Tats wanti, my good fren!! met up wit her 2 days ago...

Well....8 years of frenship...:D

still going strong...

And these cakes were from hidayah, she gave it to me a few hours b4 21st june...

tenks ah gal!! i luv u!!

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

12:38 AM

Happy bdae to me...happy bdae to me....

happy bdae to...me...happy bdae to me!!

wohoo...well im 20 oready!! im happy!! well not so much la...coz there's the no 2 now!!

one of my bestie, HIDAYAH, bought for me 2 slice of cake wit a candle, and came under my blk...wahahah..im so touched...tenkiu so much dear...

then came the boyfie...bring me another large pizza with one big bottle of pepsi!!

ok..so im really damn full...well...dear boyfie, u juz kept making me confused huh..but oh well, tenks aniwae for the hugs and kisses juz now...appreaciate it!! at leaz it does make me smile....:)

ok pple tiz is quite short...i'll update pictures tmrw aite!!

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Friday, June 20, 2008

12:10 PM

What's life without the humps and bumps?Life's like a train. Get on board to start the journey of twists, turns.....

There is this girlfy, well i don't know how to exactly describe her,She's strong, at the same time helpless.Somewhere in between, yet nowhere.

She's currently in a relationship she's not even sure of.First few humps, overcame it.Subsequent shits, took a gamble, crumble.She's been on bumpy rides since.Nonetheless, kept on going for like what, 3 years now?

Well, girl, after what happened earlier, witnessed by 2 others,i think you can just forget about salvaging the relationship.You've been patient long enough, yet no improvements in him.Still wanna stick with that human who knows no boundaries?Why torture yourself like that?I know you may say that it's easier said than done, or that i may not understand your situation/feelings.Well then, it seems like you don't understand yourself.

Doesn't need a wise person to tell you to put it all to an end already,to teach those kinda abusive yet coward bastards lessons that they deserve."Kau nak pizza? Kau pergi kat mak kau, aku dah campak pizza tu kat muka dia."That's totally unacceptable.Don't wanna imagine what else he has said to you after all these years.

I can just advice you as a friend, a friend of erm, 8 years?Rest is up to you.Make a decision that you think is most appropriate and wise.God will never test us with obstacles that we can't handle.But we have our own limits and you do agree that he has always gone way beyond your limits, no?Well, don't fall into his trap any longer.No matter how nice he can be at another moment, he can always repeat his extreme doings to you again.
Seek guidance from Him k girl?

*You'd wanna play the song by Rihanna- Take a Bow, to him.

My fren blog it..n i copy n paste...well it's basically bout me...

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

12:26 AM

I'm super not tat tired lah todae...i dunnoe y...im werking from 4.30 till closing. Todae like super bored at werk, and the time flies very very slow...I went to break at 6pm...I bought eyeliner, since my old one gonna finish soon..well while i was going up the escalator to level 4, guess who i saw?!

Linda, Suet n tat Bitch!! Aaarrgghh...i mean i was like cool man, didnt show any face expression wen i saaw her wit them..But u noe how she react?!! BASTARD NYE POMPAN!! She saw me, then she gave tat "ugh" look and roll her eyes!!! FELL LIKE POKING BOTH HER EYES!!! FUCK LAH!!

Forget bout HER lah...

BTW I REALLY MISS MY DARLINGS LAH!! :(

4 more days!!

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Sunday, June 15, 2008

11:26 PM

01. At which age do you want to get married?:25/26
02. Who is more important to you? Friends or boyfriend?: hmm...friends it is
03. Who is/are the person/people you trust most?: Syuhaidah
04. Do you think you have enough confidence?: Depends on the situation
05. What would you do if you saw someone abusing an innocent animal?: Call 999
06. Do you believe in seeing rainbow after rain?: YUPZ...saw it b4
07. What is your goal for this year?: to go get my licences
08. Do you believe in eternity love?: maybe..perhaps...
09. Have you ever broken someone's heart that he/she tried to commit suicide?: hmm...yes...not actually to commit suicide but he wanted to make himself fell off from the bike...haiz
10. What feeling do you love most?: to be loved n cared
11. What will you do if you are feeling sad? : cry...n eat..eat..eat!!
12. Does having alot of bestfriends, really regard them as the real meaning of bestfriends?: nope
13. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?:yes...
14. Do you like to hang out with friends?:Yupz!
15. What/Who do you think is/are the most important in your life?: Anyone...Anything that can put smile on me...
16.If your boyfriend were to two-time you, what would you do?: oh well, too bad im still wit him...
17. how many person have you truly loved?: Hmm...2
18. Have you felt the true meaning of love?: yes..i guess
19. If someone like you now, & you have a boyfriend, what will you do?: well it oready happened once in my life, n i the someone who like me is much more better than the bf, so yah...i actually went to tat someone..hehe
20. Do you love your bf? :oh well..obviously i do la, but at times i dun feel the love tat much..oh..oh..!! haha

Remove 1 question from the above and add in one personal question.Make a total of 20 questions and tag 7 people.List them out at the end of the post.Notify them at their tagboard that they've been tagged. : EERA, SYU, SARAH, ESYHA, SHAN,MARIA,WANTI

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

10:37 PM

Hey there...well, today was super bored la for me...i woke up at 9am. Sit in front on the computer till 1...and then i go n shower...Today i do most of the house hold chores..Vacuum the house, washed the clothes, hang them to dry, clean all the fans, wash the dishes....Fuhhh...

After all that was done, i went to CWP to send my punch card...After tat went back home straight. I was too tired, i fall asleep as soon as i lay down on my bed...Woke up around 7 plus, then my parents asked me whether i wanted to follow them go for dinner..

We went to the woodlands checkpoint to eat...The foods there are super delicious k!!

I ordered black pepper beef wit white rice...

N...tom yam soup..!!! yummy!!

While waiting for my food to come....:D

Tiz pic extra2 jek....haha...n yah...the bags behind all not my mess k..it's my sis doings

WOHOO!!! 6 MORE DAYS TO MY 20TH BDAE!! :D

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Saturday, June 14, 2008

11:21 PM

Well...i was reading Eera's blog n it suddenly struck me the same question as her...well not exactly...but i was thinkin tat yah maybe i had done some mistakes tat cud hurt anyone tat i noe...Especially my parents...At times i juz can't help myself but to feel mad and furious at them, i mean their werds can b very harsh wen they r angry wit me, but tat doesn't mean they can sae anything they want rite. I'm still a human being and i have feelings too..I wud cried wen i heard that my parents said those harsh tingy...And now im in tears, thinking bout wat my mom told me last few days about my dad. He was sick n tired tat he took 2 days mc. And only to found out tat he almost got a stroke!! i was damn shock but luckily he went to see someone for treatment n stuffs...n my mom was like telling, ur dad really cant werk too much animore. i almost cried at tat moment, but i hold back my tears. And at tat point of time, i realise tat, i wanna help my dad support the family...i will work for my family...

Well, i really wud like to apologise to my parents, coz all tiz while ive done a lot of tings whether they noe or they don't noe...if im being too harsh in my werds or my doings...Im really sorie n i do regret wat i have done...

oh well...haha..im like crying wen im typing my post...well im all alone at home now, coz my family went to my aunt's house at JB and they will only b back tmrw morning...my bro went to sleep at his fren house...wah liao!! i'll b sleeping alone todae!! i dun tink so la...i'll call up anyone to accompany me at home tonight...:D

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

12:36 AM

GUESS WAT??!!!

MY DEAR BOYFIE BOUGHT PIZZA FROM PIZZA HUT
& CAME RIGHT AT MY FRONT DOOR AND GAVE ME!!!!

AWWW.....SO SWIT OF U DEAR TO GAVE ME TAT PIZZA....

ok im touched...he didnt even tell me anything...hahaha...at times im really confused wit him you noe, well simply bcoz, i hardly can predict his behaviour and attitude, he can turn into such a swit lovely cutie pie at 1 moment...and he can turn into such horrible, disastrous attitude guy at another moment

HAHAAHHA...KK WATEVA IT IS..IM FULL FOR NOW! TENKS 4 THE PIZZA LAH...

ouh ya, all the best dear 4 tomorrow competiton..my boyfie got into the semi-final for the dragon punch tingy at my werkplace...hahah...i realli dun xpect it lah..

I'm gonna sleep now...zzzzzz

tata..:D

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Friday, June 13, 2008

11:16 PM

Ok....i really got nothing to do much today.. i finish werk early today...bf fetched me back home. Went to yishun for his haircut, then eat 4 a while, then went back home....

Oh well, on the 11th june 08, is our 2yrs 11 months annivesary, we went out the whole day and i reached home 130am!! wakakakka..my dad was like where u go ah?!
But i did enjoy my day wit him...haiz...i love him k..seriously...hehehe..but at times he jus made me not love him...seriously i dun noe how much longer will we b together....im so scared if it happens again...

I met my bestie...Syu yesterdae..i was so bored at home, so i went down to yishun timezone to meet her..Ok..she patched up back wit her bofren..hahahaha..syu..syu...i knew tat wud happen k..:D crazie u...wakakakakka...

And as for these pictures, i edit them k!! wahahahahaha....so bored la..so edit my own picturez..

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

12:12 AM

It's raining...it's pouring....and i'm all wet wen i reached home juz now...
I cried just now...wahahahahaha...wanna noe wat's the reason??

Today at werk(WestMall) only 2 people do closing, which is me and another gal, named zuriati....and guess wat...?? i had to do all the cleaning..which means, throwing rubbish, wipe all the machines, sweeping and mopping!!! wen i got to noe tat..i was shock la...then i called my boyfie, im almost in tears while i was talking to him, but he like don't bother so much..tat makes me wanna cry even more...Then i called my fren, Usof, i cried straight away when i called him...hahahahha...i told him tat i had to do closing wit another gal only...

i almost called everyone tat i can call at tat moment, n complain to them. Then luckily, Hairie,Daphne and Usof came all the way to west mall to mit me and cheer me up!!:D
I'm soo touched la...n i laughed wen i see them...they told me not to cry animore wen they leave the place...hahahha....I love u People!!! Tenks 4 cuming down juz now...

Then i dunnoe y juz now my boyfie suddenly wanna pick me up at west mall, but i told him it's raining, so i'll juz take the train back. Then he said he wanna pick me up wen i reached wdln...So yah, he picked me up, even though i insist to go back myself, he said he wud pick me up...hmmmmm....suddenly being so nice...hahahha..oh well....

itis already 11 june 2008...n...n...i wanna wish my boyfie...

HAPPY 35TH MONTH ANNIVESARY!!!

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

2:07 AM

Aaarrrggghhhhh!!!!

I Hate Working in West Mall Timezone!!!! it's so damn bored lah there...furthemore everything's there is like a bit cock-up!! not a bit infact its sooo cock up...I noe lah it has just open last 2 weeks, but i tell u seriously i cannot take it animore...i felt like leaving that place juz now, n i also felt like crying all of a sudden...maybe becoz i cud not get used to the surrounding n the people...
well maybe except fot this 1 guy lah...hehehehe..he's cute k! but gt gf oready...luckily he talked to me n stuff...tat makes me wanna stay...wakakakakakaka...kk nad u shud dtop k...

Well like i said, it's gonne be 4 days i werk in west mall, after tat no more!! i'm gonna go meet my manager tomorrow n tell him i seriouly can't werk in tat surrounding animore...i feel like dying....if only someone can replace me...haiz...
I juz have to keep my mind strong these 3 days left...n 1 more thing, the closing time is at 11!!! wah liaoz!!! WTF....so late rite...aaarrrggghhhh!!!

oh plz...plz....make it end fast!!

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Sunday, June 08, 2008

5:44 PM

I'VE JUZ CAME BACK HOME...GUESS WAT...

I'VE CUT MY HAIR!!! but not to worry la..it's nt tat much...just a bit only...
i asked the auntie to cut all those frizzy parts!! it's actually nice to hav short hair u noe...u feel light on the head..wahahahaha

i shall not post my pictures yet..coz i've not yet taken any pics of my new hair cut..hehe....

k..till here..:D

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

2:41 AM

It's already 3.10am..n im not sleeping yet after working full shift today!!hahaha
well i wanted to upload pictures from yesterdae outing..i went out wit my timezone freaks!!
At last i get to enjoy myself and there's so much laughters...We went to Bugis 1st to eat...then roam aroubd the area..i bought a $5 watch at Bugis market...then after tat we procedd to cityhall...we walked there...We then went to Marina to play bowling..hahaha..hell lots of fun lah..
then we went to Fort Canning Park...

We took lotzzz of pictures!!! ENJOYS K!!! :D btw the pictures are not in random orders...hehehe