Monday, September 29, 2008
12:09 AM
Boo!! i reached home...went to Shasha place to bake cookies!! Yummylicious!!!
hahaha...but we got 2 trays of the cookies burnt, haha..but we still ate them..
Boyfie n Alif came juz for the cookies...
Todae's extremely tired seh..Fuh!! My family was cleaning the house, moving furnitures here and there..and my house is super duper nice lah now...hahaha
Yeah!! Hari Raya is only a few more days...I got interview wit Recruit Express tomorrow, and Smrt on Tuesday...I'm hoping to get a job real soon...i really need Cash!!
N i better turn in early, need to wake up early in the morning....
so cya again yah!!
:D
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Saturday, September 27, 2008
11:47 AM
Hmm...Dear Syu..i noe u mean well. And i knew tat u dun want me to get hurt by him again. It's really hard for me, he's the only one tat is the closest to me. I knew my boyfie is not the caring type, he's not romantic, he doesn't care so much bout me. And how i wish i cud find a guy who can loves me and care for me. But it's really hard for me to love another. I can't start from the beginning all over again. I've been in this relationship for too long, too long tat i've found it very difficult to leave him...I'm not sure till when i can be patient wit hym. And right now im feeling more stress!! I feell like a fool..A fool blindly in love wit someone who doesn't bother so much about her.
"Love is very beautiful & Love can be very ugly too.
The moment of beautiful is so nice, that u tend to forget about everything around u
When u r so in luv, frenz n family does not exist in ur love world
Its only u and ur partner together.
Dreaming about being together n 2 live happily ever after is all part of ur luv world
But wen the worst start 2 happen, its only then u start 2 search 4 ur frens and family
It's only then u realise love is not always beautiful, it can make u look ugly
U wantedto be alone, u lock urself in ur room, not eating n crying all day
Love is too strong 4 some people cause they really treasure the person they love
As for me, i've learnt a lot from my 3yrs plus relationship
i have felt the pain, happiness, sadness and all kind of feelings
Love can really conquer ur mind at times.
But at times u shud listen 2 ur heart n not too much of ur mind.
As for me, my love towards him has conquer both my heart and mind.
That is why now i cant really make any decisions wisely
I cant think what shud or i shudnt do
I am happy to fall in luv
i am sad tat i fell in luv
at times i do regret tiz luv
But i neva know wat cud happen in the next few years.
I might or might not b wit wit him again the next time.
But whateva it is, I still Love him and will always do...."
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Friday, September 26, 2008
9:09 PM
CREDITS TO AISYAH SALIM!!
TENKIU SO MUCH FOR EDITING TIZ PIC!! HAHAHAHA
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
2:20 PM
I'm totally frustrated, stress, sad..i can't take it anymore..
If i dun have any conflict wit boyfie, i wud sure have it wit my parents..
They totally dun understand me!!
But they claimed that they understand me, and give me the freedom that
i want..but i dun thing they understand the meaning of FREEDOM!
They wont call n call me if im not back home yet..instead they wud want me
to come home as early as possible..Come on la, im already 20 yrs old..
i know how to take care of myself. It's not like i've been hanging
out wit bad companies, not cuming home, taking drugs, stealing n stuffs.
Haiz, im always the one who wud have to tolerate all their nagging,
well it's not only tat, i get beaten up as well..im already 20!! n they still treat
me like as if im only 12 yr old. wat the hell, not enuf of beating me, they scold n shout vulgarities at me...I'm so mad, but wat can i do..
I wish i cud run away from home, i can..but if i do that it will only
make matters worse..but i really cant stay with all these..
How i wish, boyfie have the money..i wud ask him to marry me..
and take me away...i dun wish to stay wit my family again..
everytime wen they are mad, they wud always wanted me to leave the house
they dun wan to take care of me again..they are tired of taking care of me..
I cant believe they wud said all that..y are they not
like any other parents..im tired of hearing from people saying tat, u have to understand they did these bcoz im a girl...they woried bout me..
TO hell wit that lah!! i helped them a lot, but they still nag.. n nag...
they wud blame everything at me, even if it's my siblings mistakes..
i get the scolding, the beating...
I wan to run away..as far as i cud from them..i dun wanna stay wit
these kinds of treatment..it's really not fair for me..
it's been upteen times they did these to me...
haiz..i felt so hopeless..right now..
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
12:23 PM
Hmm...1st thing 1st k...i wud like to sae thanks to SARAH & AISYAH
for giving me a little surprise for my belated belated bdae..hahaha
i really appreaciate it...:)
But i didnt get to upload my pics wit the banana chocolate cake..
Super delicious ehk! Only get to upload some pictures jek, which i grab at sarah's blog
wahahahahaha...
Kk...it's only the 3 of us jek la kn yg buke puase same2...yg laen..hmph!
dun wanna sae much..we ate at Lau Pa Sat..talked2..laughed2..
yeah..."PERANGAI ITE SAK"
seriously we missed each other a lot....missed our times in Ite..
Yeah, we do some catching ups about ourselves...
n hopefully we get to mit up time RAYA!!
LOVE U GALZ!!
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Thursday, September 18, 2008
12:14 AM
At last i got to change my blog skin, update my blog, upload picturez
YEAH!!! I'm so HAPPY!! :D
The picz tat i've uploaded were taken yesterdae...My boyfie, his frenz and i
went to Geylang..It was quite crowded, but since we reached there late!
And it's all bcoz of Our our dearest Halim, he was late...Hmm
im becoming to get close wit boyfie's frenz..they are really fun people..
And i mean his frenz from blk 722...i enjoyed their accompany..
And they even helped me a lot, i had a fight wit boyfie..
HEhehehehe....tenkz peepz!!
me, shasha,su
Me& dearest boyfie
The pictures were taken at Kallang Leisure Park...
Seriously it was so nice in the middle of the night, i mean morning..
we reached there around 1 i guess...The place was so romantic..
I really felt so happy, going out yesterday....
AND TO ALL MY FRIENDS...I MISS U PEOPLE A LOT K!!
MUAAACCCKKKSSZZZ!!!
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Sunday, September 14, 2008
4:28 PM
Hey there people...
i'm sorry for not updating my blog and making it private...
things have not been so good.. got lots of things going thru my mind..
i've quit my job at timezone, coz of certain things, and im finding new permanent job..
i need money...aarrrgghhhhh....stress!!
its been countless times tat i had arguments wit boyfie...haiz
im confused, sad, all kinds of feelings mixed together..i sure love him...love him loads
its hard 4 me to leave him..he's everything to me...
i just hope he'll call me soon..i miss his voice...and i've not been eating 4 2 days...haiz
dear if by any chances u read my blog, i juz want u to noe tat i really love u
no matter wat happen i'll be by ur side thru thick and thin...
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey
LOVE U GALZ!!
Me& dearest boyfie
Mr Halim..
I loved tiz pic..beautiful
da penat ehk..hahaha caa & khalil