Monday, March 30, 2009
12:56 AM
PSSST....
CAN I FORGET ABOUT U?
OR
CAN I FALL IN LUV WITH U ALL OVER AGAIN?
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Sunday, March 29, 2009
12:52 AM
Lately ive been a bit busy, looking for jobs...Going for interviews here n there..
Since im no longer working at TZ, i find it really boring staying at home..
Cant take it spending 1 wk at home...
N ive uploaded pictures.....Enjoys!
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Tuesday, March 24, 2009
4:56 AM
It
Has
Always
Been
Me
Trying
To
Understand
You
N
Not
To
Hurt
Your
Feelings.....
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Thursday, March 19, 2009
10:45 AM
I had a dream last night...I dreamt about my boyfie...I think i miss hym too much oready..
Its been 3days? 4 days? i havent been seeing hym. Haiz...i really MISS hym...
I wanna mit him, I wanna hug him, i wanna kiss him....
I love him so much...
I'll try to ask him to fetch me from work later...if he's not sleeping...
I really nid to see him badly...
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Wednesday, March 18, 2009
11:53 PM
WHY EH AT TIMES BLOGGER IS UNDER MAINTENANCE LAH, THEN AT TIMES MY TAGBOARD CANNOT SEE LAH....
THEN THE SENTENCE ALIGNMENT.....
HAIYO....
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
11:40 PM
Hmmm....I went to my aunty place just now...When she saw my expression..she knew i got problems. She thought i was having problems with boyfie, But
then i told her, its about my dad. I explained to her everything...And she listened. I asked her, why cant my parents be like u...So much more understanding, and easy
to talk to..
She told me, she can only helped me by listening to my problems, and give me
some advice..Coz if she were to intefere and talked to my dad bout this, not only tat i
will be in trouble, but she will also b in trouble and stuff...She knew how's my dad temper like.
She asked me to talk to my mom nicely and explain things, but i told her, my mom
can b nice at times, but she can be quite nasty at times...And if i were to tell her certain things,
tats it...she will nag, n scold me all the way...
She told me to b patient, and just listen first, and if i cant talked things to them, or
im having any problems, i can just talk to her...She even said, i can sleep at her house..
I knew, its been quite sometimes since i last slept at her house...But it feels
good tat i told her bout it...but i knew she can intefere...Haiz
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Tuesday, March 17, 2009
10:47 PM
My life has been really shit....I just dont know how else to face my dad...things been from bad to worse...He didnt talk to me anymore....But instead asked my mom to talk to me...I just dont know wat else he want from me...Been stuck for 2 days....cant go out...N im all alone crying in my room...Who can i rely on from now...The people i loved just dont seem to bother about me anymore...
How i wish i can just fly away, and get away from all these...But as much as i hate him, he is still my dad after all...It's just tat im really sad tat he's doing all these to me...Why? Why?
I just dun understand...:'(
I've been crying n fall asleep the whole day...
Im really tired of my life....Haiz
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Saturday, March 14, 2009
5:36 PM
WOODGROVE SECONDARY 10TH YEAR CELEBRATION!!
They are having Fun Fair...I went there around 1130am and met up with Hidayah..
It was very happening lah....So many stalls...It was damn hot when i reached there..And there's also performance by SLEEQ!! Yeah, one of the singer, Shariff was the son of 1 of the teacher in WGS, Mdm Sal...
Me and Dayah, got tired and thirsty coz of the hot whether...We get some ice lollies, popcorn, And Prata Chocolate! Yummy!!!
And then, it was raining heavily when it's time to go back...
Met some teachers....Wohooo!!! I miss them loads!!!
Me and Cikgu Aza...
She's 1 of the Malay Teacher...
Mdm Sal(Tatz Shariff mom on the left) and Mdm RadiahMy English Teacher & History Teacher
Mr JustinThe All Time Cool Teacher...Gerek!! But he neva taught me b4...
Mdm Saratha...My Form & Eng Teacher when i was in Sec 2...i think..wahhaha
Ms Yati!!!My All Time Fav Teacher...taught me Geography....i did so well in her subject k!!! A1!!hehehe
Haiz...i really miss the time when im in secondary...It has been 4-5yrs since i left tat school..And i met some ex woodgrovers, they really have changed a lot...Hahaha...how time flies....very very fast...And now we are allgrown up.....I just would like Thanked all the Teachers tat have taught me...=)
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
12:18 AM
Reply tag to Sue:
I know wat u mean..and i understand how worried u r about me....But i didnt want it to get even worse, yes i noe matters have gone way too worse....But as u noe, tiz ting will happen again n again, but then they will act like nothing happen the nxt day...im really confuse wit everything. The reason i dun want to do certain things, is because ive already predict the consequences...And it'll be more worse if i think about it....All i nid is a shoulder to cry on, and tat is u...U're the only person tat i can rely on, cry on, so no matter wat, i noe tat u'll alwaes b dere 4 me wen i nid ur help...Im really trying very hard not to think so much about my problems or watsoeva upcoming problems tat im gonna face....
But sis, i really thanked u so much for all the help, the care and the concern...
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Thursday, March 12, 2009
9:34 PM
Before i forget i just would like to wish me n boyfie.....
HAPPY 44th MONTH ANNIVESARY
On the 11th of march
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
8:55 PM
Sometimes i find life is meaningless, but at times it's meaningful..
Life is full of surprises either bad or good....How u lead ur life, depends on urself..
U cant be leading it by following instructions all the time. ..Seriously im not sure wat
im typing. I myself dunnoe whether im a bad or a good person...
I tried my best to please the people i loved...But it all seems tat ive wasted all my effort..
No point pleasing people and they dont appreaciate wat u have done. N right now, im really feeling lonely, i know i have my friends, but, wat i really nid is the person closest to me whom i loved very much to be there for me. But tat person cant also b there for me.
Depressed...tats wat im going thru rite now..
Too much physical n mental abuse...i juz cant take it anymore..
But i dun dare to do anything..I dunnoe till wen will tiz end.
How i wish, i cud just fly far away from all these..I juz cant totally describe how n what i want..
Im really feeling very restless, tired, depressed, emotional, exhausted....
Every night ive wasted my tears, coz i cant do anything else except for crying...
Smiling is the best way to hide all your sorrows...And tats wat ive been trying to do when im outside...Smile and act like u dun have any problems...Helping people with problems is much more easier than trying to help ur own self. Tats wat i thought...
Hmmm......
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Sunday, March 08, 2009
2:33 AM
Went to JB wit my parents n aunty..I got a jeans, yea needed to get 1 in Spore but tak terbeli-beli...So end up i saw tiz jeans then juz bought it. It's just a short trip, not much shopping but we ate a lot la ehk..Eveytime go JB, order food like crazie...CHeAp maH!! hahaha, end up i got stomach ache...
Yesterday went to Lily's House after work....Accompany boyfie for his haircut 1st before heading to Lily's crib, the sister's bdae...
I like boyfie new haircut...hahaha...cute gitu loh without any wax...da2 die tu k bleh puji lebih2...ader je nanti aku juga yg sakit hati...He sent me back home around 1230am...But then wen i called hym at 1am, he told his bored, no plan where to go...And end up i met hym and we went ouT....Reached home around 5am..Otw back home saw an accident...DahSyat!!! Rabak!! I quickly turned my head another side, dun wanna looked at it...Then boyfie can speed all the way till woodlands...His speed i checked around 140-160km/h... Fast k, Very Fast!! So tat he wont not get sleepy, tats y he have to drive at tat kind of speed...
I slept around 6am in the morning, when i woke up at noon, my head was
spinning like crazie..i cant even walk properly...I took a rest for awhile then an hour later cannot tahan, went back to sleep, till 530pm gitu...maybe not enuf sleep, tats the reason for tat headache...But seriously my sleeping patterns have changed..and end up im still wide awake till 4am...even though
im working in the morning....Haiz, nid to do sumting about it,
or else i will get this countinuosly headache....
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Thursday, March 05, 2009
9:51 PM
pix were taken last fridae...bored so click click click....
Adam wit his Stupid but he tinks its Cute face...hehe
Farhan..suke tutop mate..Psl adam nk telan farhan...
okae2..merepek...
=)
Farhan n Me
Farhan & Adam
me again....swit gitu loh!!
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
9:48 PM
Woke up so early in the morning to send my sis to sch...then i had to get ready to mit up with Lily n Nizah to go for the career fair...Waited for an hour for Dear Nizah...When we reached Suntec Hall, it was so full lah eh...so many people were there..Well its actually like a career n education path fair...So we walked n take a looked at all those courses..
N im interested in taking a Diploma in Early Childhood..Its a 2 and half yrs course..N im stress...especially bout the fees, n im thinkin of looking a another job, which got better pay. As i really nid to save money and i really wanted to take up tiz course.. I wanna be a Kindergarden Teacher!!
N 1 more thing im stress about is tat, i nid some motivational support, especially from my loved ones, which dun believe tat i cud do it...Haiz..i really have to think thru thiz again, n save money...Im motivating my own self rite now...But to Halim n Lily, i appreciate ur support...!! Thanks a Lot yah!!! :D
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Monday, March 02, 2009
11:48 PM
It's very tiring for me today. I was woken up by my dad n mom's voice asking me to get up coz we nid to accompany my sis to the doctor. I slept at 4am, n i have to wake up at 630am. So sleepy.
Then headed to the polyclinic, n i was freaking mad la, have to wait so long. Go X-ray, then i saw from the x-ray my sis right middle toe joint was out of place. Ewww...it really looked painful..N then the doctor asked to go to hospital..
N off we went to Tan Tock Seng hospital. Waited for 3HOURS!!!! I shud have taken a picture of my sis toe..it was real bad, but then the doctor pull her toe to make the joint straight, n now it's a bit loose but better then yesterday..
After that still have to go to work. Beat..beat..beat..tired..tired...tired...
Turning in soon...Nitez
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey
PssT Lily...adr mcm same tk gmbr aku ngn si halim...wahahaha
Mdm Sal(Tatz Shariff mom on the left) and Mdm Radiah
Mr Justin
Mdm Saratha...
Ms Yati!!!
