I'm too tired today..yesterday went out and mit my frens..:)
well...but i do not njoy so much of myself, i was too tired too talk or eat, so i slept...
furthermore...i some sort was mad n sad at boyfie...he didnt tell me tat he wanna mit me or wat,
n then i was outside till tiz morning..so was it my fault?? haiz...why..why must u alwaes b like tat?! i neva once stop u from gg out wit ur frens n njoy urself..but y cant i njoy myself wit my frens like u did?

seriously...i dunnoe how much longer can i hold on...i've been holding on 4 almost 3 years..n yet u r still the same..u won't change..do u really treat me like ur gf? have u ever appreaciate wat i've done 4 u all tiz while? It's like i'm the only one luving u..i've neva been rude to u, neva shouted at u b4, i was there wen u nid me, gave u my heart n everything...but wat did i get in return?
As days pass, i was hoping tat u wud change n show me ur luv again like wat u used to...

Dont blame me if i dun luv u animore
Dont blame me if i were to go back to him again
Dont blame me if we're nt 2gther animore
Dont blame me if i leave u again

Well i gt tiz song frm my bro song's list...-LOVE IS BLIND-

I see you all the timeNever see you smileI try to picture what's going on in your mind
He leaves you every night by yourself He Took Your love and put it on the shelf
He doesn't really care? how you feel... You should be moving on girl what's the deal?
I wana see you out that door... cuz girl you know your worth much more

So baby tell me why?you stick aroundAlways lonely and you only wear a frown
He don't treat you good and you knowThe only thing left is for you to go
You shouldn't live a lie with someone
When deep inside you know he ain't the oneI don't know what to say no moreI
wana see you out that door

Yah azizi (yo precious) is mahiriI really don't wanna see u cry
Mujko samjho dil peh mat lo (understand me don't take it to heart)
Don't wana see another tear in your eye
Baby break away
Let him goI don't know what he's done to you
But I know that it's time to move on
Girl your is love blind

Girl I understandThat you're scaredAnd you feel that you might never love again
But baby that ain't trueNo no noI know that there someone there for you
Someone that will seeThat you are worthAn undiscovered treasure on this earth
Girl you know your worth much more
iWana see you out that door

I really find the lyrics meaningful and its like wat happening to me..
Hah..if only there's a guy who dedicate tiz song to me...

Well..i really dunnoe wat i shud do nw...to still b wit him or to juz leave him...
But wateva tat has happenned or will happen i will juz b strong

Yea today's entry is quite long...i juz nid to pour it all out...
so yah...juz lead my life wit the flow...

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey