I dun noe wat wud i'll b thinkin bout tonite..i cant get to sleep..
I missed my boyfie a lot...we watched movie juz now, but then it was only a
short meeting...he left after the movie, and didnt even called me after tat..
till i called hym...haiz...Being in a relationship isn't easy...well it may b easy at 1st
but as soon as the relationship gets older...Problems start to arouse...

I dunnoe whether shud i or shud'nt i regret now...i've been wit my boyfie since i was 17 years old. I was quite young back then, but neva did it crossed my mind tat i wud b this long wit hym...I can't express how much i luv hym, pple around me kept saying tat im strong...but im not...im becoming weak..i dunnoe if i can take it any longer...i've hold on for too long...

If only i had the courage to tell hym...

Dear boyfie,
I'm so in luv wit u...But at times i cant take ur jokes, but still i kept quiet
and let u tease me..U wud shout at me as u wish wen u're mad or angry..
U said all those harsh werds to me...I kept quiet and swallow all the pain....
Neva once i'm rude to u, shout at u, say all those harsh werds at u....
I dun wanna be rude to u, coz i respect u..and i wanna treat u well..
I shower u wit care n luv sincerely...I listened to u all the times, neva once did i
disobey u...Wen we fight, i listened to all ur scoldings, i giv in to u...coz i'm too
weak to fight back, n i knew tat i wud make u even more mad if i fight back..
U said tat u luv me, and it's hard 4 u to leave me...is it from the bottom of ur heart?? Are u really sincere wen u said all those things?
It's hard 4 me to predict wat ur feeling and thinking...Expressing myself wat i feel, wud worry me at times, coz i'm worried tat u might not like wat i said, n end up
have different thoughts about wat i said...
But seriously dear, i have luv u since the 1st time we r together...tats the only thing tat i want u to know...i'll go to any extend juz to make u happy...

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey