Hmm...Dear Syu..i noe u mean well. And i knew tat u dun want me to get hurt by him again. It's really hard for me, he's the only one tat is the closest to me. I knew my boyfie is not the caring type, he's not romantic, he doesn't care so much bout me. And how i wish i cud find a guy who can loves me and care for me. But it's really hard for me to love another. I can't start from the beginning all over again. I've been in this relationship for too long, too long tat i've found it very difficult to leave him...I'm not sure till when i can be patient wit hym. And right now im feeling more stress!! I feell like a fool..A fool blindly in love wit someone who doesn't bother so much about her.


"Love is very beautiful & Love can be very ugly too.
The moment of beautiful is so nice, that u tend to forget about everything around u
When u r so in luv, frenz n family does not exist in ur love world
Its only u and ur partner together.

Dreaming about being together n 2 live happily ever after is all part of ur luv world
But wen the worst start 2 happen, its only then u start 2 search 4 ur frens and family
It's only then u realise love is not always beautiful, it can make u look ugly

U wantedto be alone, u lock urself in ur room, not eating n crying all day
Love is too strong 4 some people cause they really treasure the person they love

As for me, i've learnt a lot from my 3yrs plus relationship
i have felt the pain, happiness, sadness and all kind of feelings
Love can really conquer ur mind at times.
But at times u shud listen 2 ur heart n not too much of ur mind.

As for me, my love towards him has conquer both my heart and mind.
That is why now i cant really make any decisions wisely
I cant think what shud or i shudnt do

I am happy to fall in luv
i am sad tat i fell in luv
at times i do regret tiz luv

But i neva know wat cud happen in the next few years.
I might or might not b wit wit him again the next time.

But whateva it is, I still Love him and will always do...."

MY EVERYDAY NEED`

Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey