2:20 PM
I'm totally frustrated, stress, sad..i can't take it anymore..
If i dun have any conflict wit boyfie, i wud sure have it wit my parents..
They totally dun understand me!!
But they claimed that they understand me, and give me the freedom that
i want..but i dun thing they understand the meaning of FREEDOM!
They wont call n call me if im not back home yet..instead they wud want me
to come home as early as possible..Come on la, im already 20 yrs old..
i know how to take care of myself. It's not like i've been hanging
out wit bad companies, not cuming home, taking drugs, stealing n stuffs.
Haiz, im always the one who wud have to tolerate all their nagging,
well it's not only tat, i get beaten up as well..im already 20!! n they still treat
me like as if im only 12 yr old. wat the hell, not enuf of beating me, they scold n shout vulgarities at me...I'm so mad, but wat can i do..
I wish i cud run away from home, i can..but if i do that it will only
make matters worse..but i really cant stay with all these..
How i wish, boyfie have the money..i wud ask him to marry me..
and take me away...i dun wish to stay wit my family again..
everytime wen they are mad, they wud always wanted me to leave the house
they dun wan to take care of me again..they are tired of taking care of me..
I cant believe they wud said all that..y are they not
like any other parents..im tired of hearing from people saying tat, u have to understand they did these bcoz im a girl...they woried bout me..
TO hell wit that lah!! i helped them a lot, but they still nag.. n nag...
they wud blame everything at me, even if it's my siblings mistakes..
i get the scolding, the beating...
I wan to run away..as far as i cud from them..i dun wanna stay wit
these kinds of treatment..it's really not fair for me..
it's been upteen times they did these to me...
haiz..i felt so hopeless..right now..
