1:13 AM
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!!!
IT'S A NEW 2009.
Atlast...i've got my lappie back..:D happy or wat...sorie 4 not updating my blog for
so long..buziness occupy to much of my time, n also not having any laptop or computer..
I've changed my blog skin as well...how was it? Simple n nice rite..hehe
So, new year's eve...went to watch Ip Mun..it was great! I love it...well maybe because
there's a lot of fighting in the scenes n the fighting skills were marvellous...
And then twilight the movie...watched it few days before new year la...but i just gotta
talked bout it k..i'm unconditionally n irrevocably in luv wit Edward Cullen ..wahahahaha
As u can see from my biodata...it's already Nad Cullen...so u noe wat tat means huh..hahahaha
i cant stop tinking bout tiz movie seh..it's like a drug to me..i watched it a few times oready...
I dun have the strength to stay away from it anymore...okae2 i shud stop...if not everyone will b irritated...hahahaha
Well...let's get serious now. It's really amazing how time flies very fast..n it's a new year.
Everyone wud be having a new resolutions...well...i didnt make mine for tiz yr..
i'm not sure y, but i dunnoe wat wud i want for 2009...
Hmm...i'm not prepared for a new year and i dun noe wat to expect.
I've been talking 2 syu...it's like we dunnoe wat we want for our future...
we juz cant see n feel wat it's like to face our future...n we're not even thinking anything bout our future...n im completely blank n clueless..i dun noe wat i wanna achieve in my life
i dun noe want am i gonna be in 5 years time, will i get married, will i b happy...
I read a few of my fren's blog...Well, i'm jealous wen i read their blog..
Mostly their posts wud be a happy post...how the love talkin bout the boyfrens and how much they luv them...they talked bout the outings wit their buddies..
gg out n have fun....
I really dun noe wat's stopping me from being happy and to enjoy my life to the fullest...
I wanted all tat...i wanna be successful like some of my frens...
i wanna go out n mit my frens, be happy, laugh, n do crazy stuffs...I'm feeling really lonely..
yea, even though i knew i have lots of frens, but this lonely feeling tat i'm having, well i juz
dunnoe how to xplain it.
At times i do have regrets...i regret quite lots of thing..but it's too late to dwell over wats done...
Well im totally feeling very emotional at this moment...
and rite now im thinking bout a few people ...One of them is my childhood bestie...
syuhaidah...she's always been there 4 me wen i needed sum1...she wud always
listened to my stories, my cries..everything...
Syu..u are a best fren a fren cud ever have....i really appreaciate wat u have done, n always been there4 me...im so thankful to u..i really love u a lot...u noe tat..
You're the only one who knew wat im going thru wit my life..You're the only 1 tat i trust 100%
i'll alwaez cherish our 14 years of friendship...:)
My wish or shud i sae my 2009 resolution....
I want to be happy n to be loved..
