Saturday, January 10, 2009
12:55 AM
Im really feeling very down right now..ive wasted a lot of my tears...
i cud no longer hold it back anymore..Why??Why?? It's really not fair for me, i felt controlled!
I dun wish to hav this kind of life..im being treated like im only 12 yrs old!!
Hello!! im turning 21 tiz yr..it happened a lot of time...but i juz kept quiet
but tiz time round, i really cud not hold it any longer..y must he treat me like im a child?!
running away is the only solution in my mind...but i knew it wud juz make matter
even worse if i do it...but i leave with no other choice..i cant tolerate it any longer, n im so stressed when im at home..n right now i cant stop crying...
I miss my brother, he was enlisted to army..n he left tiz morning...even though at times
he wud also made me mad, but now i dun have anyone to complain to wen i got all these naggings from my parents..as for him, he wont have to listen to all those anymore...
Just wanna wish him good luck in there n good health..
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey