Thursday, March 12, 2009
8:55 PM
Sometimes i find life is meaningless, but at times it's meaningful..
Life is full of surprises either bad or good....How u lead ur life, depends on urself..
U cant be leading it by following instructions all the time. ..Seriously im not sure wat
im typing. I myself dunnoe whether im a bad or a good person...
I tried my best to please the people i loved...But it all seems tat ive wasted all my effort..
No point pleasing people and they dont appreaciate wat u have done. N right now, im really feeling lonely, i know i have my friends, but, wat i really nid is the person closest to me whom i loved very much to be there for me. But tat person cant also b there for me.
Depressed...tats wat im going thru rite now..
Too much physical n mental abuse...i juz cant take it anymore..
But i dun dare to do anything..I dunnoe till wen will tiz end.
How i wish, i cud just fly far away from all these..I juz cant totally describe how n what i want..
Im really feeling very restless, tired, depressed, emotional, exhausted....
Every night ive wasted my tears, coz i cant do anything else except for crying...
Smiling is the best way to hide all your sorrows...And tats wat ive been trying to do when im outside...Smile and act like u dun have any problems...Helping people with problems is much more easier than trying to help ur own self. Tats wat i thought...
Hmmm......
MY EVERYDAY NEED`
Always Be My Baby - Mariah Carey